Lent

I miss midnight after Mardi Gras, the hours everything shuts down.

I don't remember why I was out that night, the first time I ever saw it; in New England snow plows clear the streets after storms, in New Orleans they pushed beads to the sides of the roads, pulled from the trees what they could.

There's a clarity that comes when something is over, the initial quiet after the storm, before the real pain, the real work. The hours when you heave off what was, make room for what will be.

There are beads in the trees year round, though.
You can't ever clean everything away.